her Irrelevant Verbiage.

New Chapter.

2011-01-15T23:12:00.002+08:00

I need to start blogging again to gather all my thoughts together. I am going to blog at least two times a week. I hope I stick to this resolution. Poly is starting soon. I need money, new laptop, new wardrobe, new keyboard, new everything! All that, and still no job yet. I'm gonna send out my resumes to everywhere tomorrow! I hope I remember :/

2010-12-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

Hi (:

2010-11-09T16:10:00.001+08:00

Fuck you, Dad.

I'm sorry, Sharmila. But this made me laugh my ass off!

2010-10-21T01:02:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH I'M REALLY SORRY I JUST CANT HELP IT AHAHAHAH!

*wipes tears away*
I'm sorry if you didn't get the joke. You need to know this person in real life to get what's so hilarious about this picture. Thanks, Sharmila! That picture probably made my day. LOLOL

2010-05-10T22:56:00.003+08:00

She's half Japanese, and half Irish. I think I'm liking this combination. Her face is so pleasant to look at. I could spend all day looking at her and not get bored, really. Its like she won't ever have any impurities or huge ugly pimples. And having a voice like that wraps the whole package up with a ribbon on top.

P/S: I'm not a lesbian.

B-O-R-I-N-G

2010-05-04T23:42:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA. That's what I look like when I'm blogging on Blogger (kay no). I'm getting tired of Blogger. Maybe I should switch to Tumblr or OnSugar or something :/

The things I could do with talent like her's.

2010-05-01T23:14:00.002+08:00

So I was looking back at Tiffyiffyiffy's videos on YouTube because she recently posted new covers of songs on her profile. And I know I posted this video of her doing a cover of Halo a few months ago, but I just can't help it! OMG I WISH I HAD A KEYBOARD. SERIOUSLY! MAYBE I'LL TAKE UP A WEEKEND JOB OR SMTH! I NEED TO HAVE A KEYBOARD! :(

If you have a YouTube account and haven't already subscribed to her, you should. You won't be disappointed each time she posts a new video. Trust me.

you know that i could use somebody.

2010-04-28T23:02:00.003+08:00

I need someone to talk to and a shoulder to cry on. But it seems like everyone's just too busy these days. And now its back to square one; I'm on an emotional rollercoaster ride but I'll just have to contain it. Just when I was back to being myself. Great.

2010-04-25T23:09:00.003+08:00

Dear God, please lengthen my Dad's life because im not ready to lose him just yet. I still have not done enough for him and i dont think i ever will but i feel that i have not done my best. Please give him the strength to fight and pull through. Please, dear God. Please. Amin.

Beloved Dad may have had a heart attack and is now undergoing surgery. Im on the way to NUH. I dont know whats gonna happen, but all i know is that its gonna be a long, excrutiating wait. So to all of you reading this, please pray hard for Dad okay. Thank you :)

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2010-04-24T12:59:00.002+08:00

Even though it took me like 5 hours to edit, compress and upload this video, it was all worth every drop of sweat.

Don't ever let hardships and complications bring you down. Don't ever let it be the reason. Keep on being the strong person you are and keep on smiling kay.

LOVE YOU :)

2010-04-23T16:06:00.005+08:00

WARNING: Pointless confusing thoughts ahead. Read at your own risk.

Today was the first time i saw him. It was the very first time i saw him after two long years. Two very very long years. I knew he was schooling at SP. But i was hoping i wouldnt bump into him because that would just be extremely awkward. But yeah, i saw him. And the moment that happened, i quickly turned away, in hopes that he wouldnt notice me, and i stayed that way until Ash arrived. Hopefully he didint notice me. I dont even know why i feel afraid of meeting him again. I really have no idea.

Just seeing him again set me wondering to myself. Would we still have a chance together after all these years? Has he changed? If so, for better or for worse? Hopefully the latter would be the case. If we ever did meet and caught up with one another, would he think that i've changed? Does he think of me like how i think if him? Pointless thinking, i know. And the only people that really do know about him and i are either, not physically here, or have their own problems to deal with. Im sure they wouldnt wanna hear my pointless, stupid questions that can only be answered with time.

No, im not being depressed or anything. I dont even feel that way. Just wondering about all the possibilities and all the "what if"s. So there you go.

Okay now i have doubts entering SP :S

The iPhone FOURTH GENERATION!!!!

2010-04-20T11:22:00.005+08:00

REMEMBER THAT TIME I BLOGGED ABOUT THE IPHONE 4G!!!!! I SERIOUSLY THOUGHT THOSE WERE JUST RUMOURS!!!! YEAH WELL, UNTIL I SAW THIS VIDEO OF COURSE!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN YOU SENSE MY EXCITEMENT!!! I AM CURRENTLY LIKE ;OTY7-TO7'[$y&*$#^&(hiojffFDS FDS!!!!!!

I Love Badminton.

2010-04-19T20:46:00.003+08:00

So a few days ago, I was in the train. As usual, I was draining out the world with my awesome music, standing in the middle of the cabin nearer to the pole. So this white-headed nyonya sitting in the priority seat randomly got up and started pole dancing. She was like giving it her all, strutting her stuff and I stood there, rooted to the ground, with that "WTFFFF?!" expression. So were the rest of the amused commuters! We were all seriously like 0.0

KIIIIDDDINGGGGGG! HAHA, I GOTCHA, DIDN'T I! :D

Okay back to the story. I was standing in the middle of the cabin and I was on the way to class. This couple walked into the train and stood next to me. The guy was carrying a load of paper bags (and plastic hearts. huh?) PLUS the girl's handbag and set them on the floor. The girl probably went shopping and decided "HEY, MY BOYFRIEND SHOULD BE MY LIVING TROLLY FOR THE DAY!" and therefore, the scene before me. So after a few stops, there was an available seat. The girl absent-mindedly walked towards the seat and sat down, fiddling with her handphone and didn't even look back to see if her boyfriend needed any help, let alone OFFER any of it. The boyfriend was obviously struggling to move.

So this set me off into a whirlwind of thoughts;
Even if the guy intended to be all gentlemanly and nice and kind and caring and whatever else bullshits, DON'T GIVE IT TO A BITCH WHO DOESN'T EVEN SPARE A THOUGHT FOR YOU. The girl could've at least carried her own handbag rather than having the guy carry it AND her shopping bags. To hell with all those "be a gentleman towards women" puns, because in this case, the "woman" is a bitch.

P/S: Bad news; My bill is $289. Good news; I DID NOT DIE! :D
P/P/S: I know the title of this post has nothing to do with its contents. Just thought I'd let you know :D

MOMENT OF TRUTH

2010-04-06T23:55:00.004+08:00

OMG TOMORROW MY BILL IS ARRIVING! I PREDICT THAT IT IS SOOO GOING TO MELAMBUNG. I HAVE TO CHANGE THE INTERNET PLAN! HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO

HAVE TO

HAVE TO!!!!

OMGGGG SO NERVOUS! PRAY HARD THAT I WON'T DIE TOMORROW OKAY GUYS! THANKSSS THANKSSSS.

On a lighter note, MEOW'S OUT OF THE HOSPITAL ALREADY! Remember I said she might be a diabetic? Well, the vet said that the chances of that are very low because her sugar level has gone down to normal already. THANK GOD! :D

She is very photogenic. Ain't she pretty? :)

Meow, I'm Sorry We Had To Leave You There :'(

2010-04-03T22:30:00.002+08:00

We just had to. Bringing you home will not make you feel better. The vet said that if she doesn't undergo treatment soon, there will be a higher risk that she might not make it. Now THAT made a huge lump in my throat appear.

She has 3 problems appearing at the same time. ALL TOGETHER. One of them being a very serious problem and the most difficult to treat. She has confirmed liver and pancreas problems and she MIGHT be a diabetic. The vet said if she is, she'll have to live on medication for the rest of her life. A problem with the pancreas is the most difficult to treat. At this point, I wouldn't mind if Meow had just one of the three. Then it won't be so serious. But the fact of the matter is that she has ALL THREE.

So now Meow is being hospitalized for 2 to 3 days. The vet needs to monitor her sugar level to confirm whether she really is diabetic or not. God, I hope she isn't. If not, she'll have to live off of medication. I would do anything to sleep with her at the vet right now. I hope she's not caged beside a noisy dog or anything.

Okay now I feel guilty. Guilty for allowing her to eat a lot until she's overweight. I can't help to feel that it is my fault that Meow has to face all of this now. My fault that Meow has to stay there with noisy dogs. My fault that she was shaking like a leaf when we left her with the vet. All I want is for her to make it and live a long life. That's all.

Oh God, please please please take care of her. Please.

Shit I'm crying.

HELLO

2010-03-31T20:44:00.001+08:00

HELLO NANA! I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS! :D

2010-03-24T00:48:00.001+08:00

Because we were never there to begin with :)

Change

2010-03-16T14:21:00.002+08:00

Yknow what? Screw that last post. I wanna be happy, not a depressed freak. And from now on, I will try my best not to let stupid obstacles ruin my good mood.

THANKS A LOT

2010-03-16T01:19:00.003+08:00

SOMETIMES I JUST WONDER, WHY DO I EVEN FREAKING BOTHER. PLEASE DON'T DISTURB ME FOR THE REST OF TODAY. I'VE FUCKING LOST MY GOOD MOOD.

Clueless

2010-03-16T00:44:00.003+08:00

Have you ever felt like locking yourself in your room and switching off your handphone, just to really feel alone and all by yourself? Suddenly not being in the mood to talk to anyone? Just to get that sense of solitude? Yeah, I feel like that now. And God knows why I feel that way all of a sudden. No seriously, I really have no idea. I don't even know why I bother to keep my blog alive anyway. Tsk.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAA!

2010-03-02T19:58:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! RIS LOW'S LACK OF VOCABULARY IS EVERYWHERE!

The Ultimate Definition of "TAK SEDAR DIRI"

2010-02-28T23:17:00.003+08:00

GROW UP AND GET A LIFE PLEASE. I'M NOT JOKING.

All you two are doing is just making fools out of yourselves. Its been probably a whole year since all that happened and all you can do is curse, swear, and blame other people for your own mistakes? After a whole year, normal people would have already gotten over it already. But I guess both of you are the only exceptions. God, I just can't believe how immature the both of you are! You never look yourselves in the mirror and improve on what you are lacking in. I repeat, I JUST CANNOT BELIEVE HOW IMMATURE THE BOTH OF YOU ARE FOR BLAMING OTHERS FOR YOUR OWN MISTAKES.

Seriously, are you two idiots or just plain stupid? My advice to you; Please make an effort at least once in a while to be intellectual. Because your stupidity is just irritating other people in the ass. You're like those dirty little pests that irritate you sooooo much but they just cling on to you like there's no tomorrow, thus spreading all the varieties of different types of unwanted diseases. The keyword here is "UNWANTED".

You always say (or rather, threaten) me that you'll go one on one with me one day. But the funny thing is, when I bump into you, the only things you can do is not make direct eye contact with me, and (so-called) "mock" me when you feel you are at a safe distance from me. And you call me a person with no guts? Wow, look who's talking. Even on MSN or Facebook, the only words you defend yourselves with are 1001 swear words. Yes, very intellectual indeed (pun intended). Even if I'm too lazy to put up with your nonsense, you keep swearing and swearing and swearing. Seriously, don't you feel like an idiot talking to yourself too much? And when my classmate tells you off in front of the teachers and other classmates, all you can do is keep quiet and look everywhere else except at the person who is trying to make direct eye contact with you? LOL! Omg, your behaviour is just hilarious!

I know you're trying very hard to keep us entertained, but too bad its not paying off because your entertainment sucks. Yeah, because YOU SUCK. I can just sense the next move you're gonna make once you read this because everything about you is just plain predictable. Okay so just run along now, little boys. Because what you're trying to do here is unappreciated. Okay? Okay :)

2010-02-18T15:07:00.003+08:00

"Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should live their lives, but none about his or her own"

- The Alchemist (Paulo Coelho)

PS: Please excuse the gay photo of Adam Lambert. Can't help it because his song is awesome. Hehe.

2010-02-10T01:38:00.004+08:00

Let me get this straight.

You're calling me a bitch just because I refuse to give you my number? So now its my fault that you're mad? My fault that you can't face rejection? Seriously, grow up man.

I LOVE DOGS! Too Bad I Can't Touch Them.

2010-02-08T01:36:00.001+08:00

OH! BEFORE I GO, I HAVE GOT TO SHOW YOU THIS VIDEO I SAW ON BEVERLY'S BLOG! SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE!

I Am Down With Flu. Shit.

2010-02-08T01:23:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA I JUST SPELLED "FLU" AS "PLU" HAHAHAHA.

I am never going to accept flyers from random people anymore. Just now I saw this man, most probably on the verge of ageing, giving out some yellow flyers to people. Unfortunately, I had to walk past him. And then I saw the most disgusting thing he did! Yknow how people usually swipe their thumbs on their tongue before turning a page? The man did exactly that to the flyers he was giving out! What if he was eating pork during lunch and he handed them to Muslims? -_-"

Put a Stop to Euthanizing. Really.

2010-02-06T23:06:00.004+08:00

Just because animals cannot speak for themselves doesn't mean we don't have to understand them. Humans, who have higher intellectuality levels than these animals, can put a stop to euthanizing innocent animals. Its just that some are just too ignorant to make an effort, let alone care. I really do not understand people who go to the pet store, buy a cute little kitten/puppy, and just dump them at a shelter once they grow up to be less cuter than before. If you fall into this category of humans, its time for you to WAKE UP. Millions of animals are dying because of people like you.

ARTSY TARTSY.

2010-02-06T14:27:00.002+08:00

Omg, its been a long time since I last had any artwork to do. And now, with a friend's birthday coming up, I'm all hyped up to get her banner done! HAHAHAHA. IM EXCITED! I'll upload my work of art once its done okay. HEEHEE! :D

Why are people spelling "batch" as "badge"? Note: Its BATCH. Not BADGE. If you wanna use english, spell properly.

OH YAY!

2010-02-06T09:34:00.002+08:00

I AM IN SUCH A GOOD MOOD TODAY! PLEASE DON'T SPOIL IT! HEEHEEHEEEEEEE! :D

Introductions.

2010-02-04T13:43:00.011+08:00

Yknow that judgmental person I was talking about? She was surprisingly friendly yesterday. That was the first time she actually didn't make me feel uncomfortable. I think her face is naturally like that because she doesn't smile a lot. So yes, now we're friends :DD

Speaking of breaking the ice, there was this chinese guy in my class last year that was a newbie. And since there wasn't any other seat available, he had to sit with my friend and I. Like the girl, he didn't smile a lot and I thought it was because he was total strangers with us. And so, I decided to befriend him;

Me: *full of enthusiasm, energetically waving at him*

HI! I'm Azizah :DDDDDDDDD

Chinese Guy: *remained slient for a few seconds, probably trying to process the fact that I was talking to him*

Ah.

(he wasn't smiling and he didn't even look directly at me when he said that)

The rest of the class: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
Someone, I forgot who: DIER TK LAYAN KAU SIOL! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH!!

My attempt to befriend him failed and until now, I don't know his name. Tsk.

-_-"

Model Falls On Runway.

2010-02-04T09:31:00.002+08:00

Omg, I feel bad laughing at her but I just can't help it. That was hilarious! The way her ankles were all wobbly. LOL.

I'm Safe Up High, Nothing Can Touch Me.

2010-02-02T20:36:00.002+08:00

YAY. New skin! I'm in love with it. Hahaha.

So anyway, I started Biology classes last week and its filled with madrasah students. Other than the chinese guy who looks like a golden monkey, I'm like the only person there who doesn't have a madrasah uniform. And the person sitting in front of me is not helping to ease the awkwardness. Seriously, I feel like slapping her. Each time the teacher talks to me or asks me a question, she'll turn her head a bit and throw that stupid judgemental look at me. You know those kind of looks where a person stares at you from head to toe with that smug expression? Yeah. I get that a lot from her. Like hello? Can you not be so judgmental? I hate people like that. I'm not kidding.

But apart from that, the rest are okay and very smiley and friendly. I have yet to make some new friends. So yeahhhhh, looking forward to that tomorrow :DD

I'm Changing My Skin. Again.

2010-02-02T08:54:00.001+08:00

This skin is unfinished. I will finish it after i get some sleep. Bye! :D

Good Things Come To Those Who Wait :)

2010-01-27T01:27:00.002+08:00

I was aiming for an iPhone 3GS but I guess I will just have bury that dream. Because all I want now is an iPhone 4G. I don't care, I will do anything to get my hands on this baby. Fuuuhhhhhhhh~

Just When School's Finally Over..

2010-01-12T00:03:00.003+08:00

My results suck. I am confused, pressurized and irritated at everything around me. And having parents who have conflicting views and opinions is not really helping me decide. The question right after "How's your results?" is always "So which poly are you going to?" AND GUESS WHAT. Even though my answer may seem indifferent, ITS KILLING ME INSIDE OKAY.

If I decide to please one party, I'll feel guilty for letting down the other. If I decide to please the other party, I'll feel terrible for disappointing one party. And if I decide to please myself, I'll let down the BOTH of them. Oh God, please give me a sign or something because I've been feeling absolutely lost these past few months. I know crying won't help, so I won't.

2010-01-11T00:55:00.001+08:00

Just when my day was going on swell, it just had to come crashing down into bits and pieces. Results are not even out yet and I've already disappointed my whole family. Tsk.

2010-01-07T02:18:00.005+08:00

"Just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean that she didn't fall asleep crying. And even though she acts like nothing's wrong, maybe she's just really good at lying."

2010-01-06T23:11:00.003+08:00

I bet she was having one of those "I Am Sexy" moments.

CHAK! :D

LOL. I can't stop laughing at this!

I swear that is not my bedsheet.

Cats are such a joy to have around the house. No matter how down you're feeling, they will always be there for you. Talk to them and they'll be the best listener there is. I especially love to hear their therapeutic and soothing purrs. It never fails to calm me down <3

GO AWAY BUTTERFLIES!

2010-01-06T13:23:00.001+08:00

Now its like the start of O Levels all over again. TSK.

Its All About Eloquence

2010-01-05T22:54:00.003+08:00

Taken from Beverly's blog.

A friend once told me that "girls who love art and music are most likely the ones who usually take it inside and do not let it out."

Sigh... Okay now where are my bananas at? :D

I Hate Having Headaches.

2010-01-05T01:26:00.003+08:00

Did you know bananas contain a natural chemical that can make a person happy? I shall eat more bananas from now on :DD

Tiffany :)

2010-01-04T01:16:00.002+08:00

Another amazing talent. She can make upbeat songs slow and tender. I love all her renditions. Her name is Tiffany Eugenio. Go look her up on Youtube. She is truly amazing :)

A cover of "Sweet Dreams" by Beyonce.

Do you remember Britney Spear's "Toxic"? Well yeah, I'm no fan of Britney. But I love her rendition of the song. She made it so sophisticated and slow. Loving it <3

2009-12-31T23:38:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAAAARRR! :D

I shall be cheerful and chirpy this year! :)

Forgive & Forget?

2009-12-29T01:36:00.004+08:00

Today, I bumped into someone I never thought I'd ever see in my life ever again. Someone I hated so much I could've shredded her into a million pieces. Lets name her M. Here's the story.

Being misunderstood sucks. And it sucks even more to know that the only person you could turn to was the one who started all this. So, thanks eh (although I doubt you'd read this post). Because of her, almost all of my friends turned their backs on me and I'm not just talking about 4 or 5 people. I'm talking 14 people or maybe even more. The day she spread untrue rumours about me, almost all of them treated me differently. Their perspective of me changed for the worse. I don't know how she did it, but apparently, she succeeded. Even my closest friend (lets name her L) at the time avoided me and treated me indifferently. So guess who the only person not treating me differently at all was? Yeah, you guessed right. M. The only person I could turn to and pour my heart out. Of all people.

I didn't know why they were treating me this way. Every night, I would work out the possible reasons with M (and we couldn't think of any, mind you). Believe me, if there was an award for "Best Actress of the Year", she would win it hands down, no doubt. She'd comfort me and encourage me to "endure". Lies, I tell you. All lies, because she's fake. But of course, I truly thought she was being nice because I had no idea what she was up to. This went on for months and months. Looking back at this incident, I don't how the fuck I survived that. After almost half a year of this shit, I was still as clueless as I was when this started.

Fortunately, M had to transfer to another school due to personal reasons. With her gone, there's no one there to actually portray a bad image of me anymore. So some of them eventually decided to get to know me better. And L took the longest to get back to where we actually were. So from there, all the secrets were out and you had nooooooooooo idea how furious I was at M. At the end of this frustrating year, I told M I knew it was her that caused all this fucked up shit. You know what she said? She asked ME to take a walk in HER shoes and try to UNDERSTAND HOW SHE WAS FEELING! No sorry's and no guilt. AT ALL. I practically screamed at her, saying that I would never forgive what she caused me to go through. I haven't seen or talked to her ever since.

Two years later, which is today, I saw her. During these 2 years, L somehow managed to forgive her and befriend her again. So this just leaves me and this grudge of mine against her. And I just can't help asking myself; "If L can forgive her, could I possibly forgive and forget too?"

Beauty Inside and Out

2009-12-24T00:44:00.004+08:00

Beyonce is the most beautiful and kind-hearted artiste I have ever heard of. During one of her concerts, she pulled up 11-year-old Chelsea on stage and sang "Halo" to her. What made this video even more touching is the fact that Chelsea suffers from a rare form of Leukemia. I swear this video made me tear. Enjoy (:

2009-12-23T11:30:00.001+08:00

I wanna go watch mooooooooovie! Wanna join? :DD

Pressure

2009-12-21T01:23:00.004+08:00

Been trying to cheer myself up since two days ago. But even that plan's been backfiring on me.

And I have yet to speak up. I hope I won't end up breaking down in front of her like some stupid idiot. Tsk.

I Think, I Think Too Much

2009-12-19T14:53:00.005+08:00

As much as I try to avoid talking/thinking about this, it eventually comes back even more painful than ever.

In the past years, you used to ask me what I want to do. And even if there's something you want me to do, you'd ASK ME FIRST. But now, things have changed. You don't even ask me. You TELL me to do things without asking whether I want to do it or not. Wait, I don't think "tell" is the right word for this. You order me to do what YOU want me to do.

When all this began, you asked me. I thought maybe I'd just go with the flow, so I agreed. All this while, when your friends, or even my friends, asked me "Why are you doing this?" I say "Because I want to" when I should really be saying "Because she wants me to". I know at times I say "I don't know" or "I haven't decided". But that doesn't mean that you get to decide for me! What's the point of asking me then? All I need is time. Time to think. But you're not giving me the chance to. Now, when I've finally and painstakingly decided, you order me to go the other way. ITS ALL ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT. WHAT ABOUT WHAT I WANT? HAVE YOU CONSIDERED THAT?

I'm not the strong person you think I am. I'm not strong enough to be that kind of person. Seriously. Yes, I know he has the potential and that is truly what he wants to do. But I'm not as strong as he is. I AM NOT HIM. Get that fact straight. I really do not want to repeat the same mistake I made twice. But I just don't have the courage to tell you that. I wish I had the courage to tell you what's on my mind. I wish I could talk to you about this when its just the two of us. I wish I was naturally eloquent. I wish I could. I wish I was. I wish..

Now, I'm stuck between what I have to do and what I want to do. Its like choosing between two totally different lives to live in. I hate having that huge lump in my throat everytime I think about this. It makes me feel so weak and fragile. I don't like being in this state. I don't want to break down for the second time today. But I guess its too late to say that.

Conclusion; I AM SICK OF THIS.

Frustration.

2009-12-19T13:50:00.002+08:00

Don't I get to choose since its my life? Dammit, now I feel like breaking down.

Rare Talent

2009-12-16T18:18:00.004+08:00

Charice singing Note to God on Oprah.

OMG, my goosebumps were alive all through her performance! I wish I had a voice like her's.

Some People Never Change.

2009-12-16T13:54:00.001+08:00

YOU NEVER QUIT, DO YOU? GO GET A FUCKING LIFE LAH PLEASE.

having your nose held high

2009-12-11T01:59:00.002+08:00

I hate it when someone looks down on your attempt to do some good. I just HATE that feeling.

Maybe you feel that you're superior to others. Maybe not. Maybe you've went through such an awful ordeal while you were there that you told yourself you wouldn't want to have anything to do with it at all when you left. I don't know what was going through your mind at that moment. I have no idea, because I don't know you that much (or maybe not at all). But all I know is whatever you went through is exactly the same as what WE went through. The ups, the downs, EVERYTHING is exactly THE SAME. Some of us are willing to set aside our differences, or grudges (or whatever you want to call it), to pave a way for something even better than the last. So I don't get why you should be any different.

In case you have forgotten, all the good things you now appreciate in life were realised from that leap of faith you took. It all started there. You can't tell me that you don't want to remember the first steps you took to being who you are right now, could you? But whatever it is, its still your decision. And I respect that.

Hatred is a very strong word. So use it wisely.

2009-12-04T21:05:00.001+08:00

I love everything about Kate Beckinsale! <3

Oh What Fun

2009-11-30T15:37:00.004+08:00

Hafizah, I know you're reading this! Hahahaha. I dunno what to get for you on 11th December! SEE I REMEMBERED YOUR BIRTHDAAY (Awww, so sweet). Kay I know you feel like puking now. Hahahaha!

KAY BYE :D

Poker Face.

2009-11-24T19:22:00.001+08:00

I'm loving Daughtry's version of this song! <3

my saviour

2009-11-22T19:56:00.003+08:00

This is a brilliant card game called MONOPOLY DEAL.

If you're currently living a life like mine (that is, waiting for O Level Results, not interested in taking up a job and rotting at home with nothing else to do), then this brilliant card game will save you from boredom! My sister introduced me to it earlier today and we played it until it was reaching 8pm. I'M NOT KIDDING. Go play it with your friends, or family, or with both parties! Its awesome! You can find it at Popular or Toys 'R' Us :D

i am a living zombie

2009-11-21T21:37:00.002+08:00

Wait, are zombies even dead in the first place? Okay nevermind. I think you know what I mean. Anyway, this is my checklist on what I have to get done while waiting for O Level results:

1. ....
2. ....
3. ....

Do you know why there are dots on my checklist? Because I have absolutely nothing to do during the holidays. AND I don't think I'll even pass as a zombie because even zombies have objectives; they live to kill people. Whereas I, on the other hand, have no itinerary. Yes people, I am very bored. And I WILL be bored every single day because I have nothing to do. Okay stop. I think you get the picture already. "Why not get a job?" you may ask yourselves. Yes, I am considering that because most of my friends are working and I have almost nobody to go out with. Which will just contribute to my boredom.

So far, I have spent these past few days watching Heroes. And I'm starting to think that the plot is getting very monotonous. The problems faced are always the same old ones. Mind you, I am already at season 3. Okay I know I'm slow lahhhh but this is what I do when I'm bored.

Thank you for reading -_-"

2009-11-18T01:12:00.000+08:00

Honey, cookie, sugar, pumpkin.

Why are terms of endearment always foods?

I'm like a bird, I only fly away

2009-11-12T00:44:00.002+08:00

Firstly,

Ayah, thank you for Celebration Dinner at Swensens! :D

Secondly,
O LEVELS ARE OVER!

Thirdly,

We bought this for Mr Sam. Hope its not too cacat? :)

Sheesh.

2009-11-09T21:11:00.002+08:00

I hope you change your stuck-up attitude so you'd stop bothering people with your ridiculous immaturity. God gave you a brain, so USE IT.

2009-11-07T20:35:00.004+08:00

Okay let's rewind to the night before Raya. Two of the living room lights fused. So, my dad went out and bought 2 new bulbs. This is the result:

Notice the difference in the colours? YEAH, I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING. So we hung that up to save the questions from obviously puzzled visitors. HAHAHA. Okay, no lah. We (my siblings and I) didn't hang that up. It'll look even more weird than it already is. We used it to pull a prank on my parents before they came back home one night. LOL! :D

On one of our family outings to Grandma's house, dearest Grandma showed us a picture of my dad as a baby! It was amusing to see him so small (and in diapers) because throughout our lives we've seen our fathers as the man standing strong and supporting his family no matter what. Then suddenly we get to see a picture when he was little, fragile and vulnerable. See for yourself ah

I didn't even know my father was this cute siaa! I feel like pinching his cheeks when he gets back home later. HAHAHHAA

movies, at long last(:

2009-11-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

It takes just one word to describe My Sister's Keeper; AWESOME! Waterworks started slightly after 20 minutes into the movie, when everyone else didn't even feel the need to take out their tissues. Yet. I feel like I could relate to the movie in a way. Don't ask me why. But anyway, putting that aside, I would definitely suggest this movie to the next person who tells me they don't know which movie to watch because its excellent. I could hear a loooot of sniffs and people blowing their noses off in the cinema. Hahaha.

Yeah, so what if I keep my emotions bottled up inside? You'll be surprised to see how much you don't know about me when you THINK you've been close friends with me for years. I know I'm not perfect. But hey, you aren't either.

Sorry, I just feel like shit tonight. Goodnight people. Sleep well.

fresh air, finally

2009-11-05T21:39:00.003+08:00

O Levels are almost ooooverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

And you know what? I CAN'T BELIEVE I TOOK O LEVEL PAPERS FOR THE PAST TWO WEEKS! AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I WON'T HAVE TO STUDY FOR THE NEXT FEW MONTHS IN A COUPLE OF DAYS TIME! Time flies so fast that no one's ever able to catch every single moment of it. So embrace it while it lasts and live in the now; carpe diem(:

Okay, I'm not gonna blab about how the papers were because... Well, just because. And I can finally sleep early tonight and wake up the next morning as late as you can ever imagine! Just the thought of it makes me so jumpy! :D:D

Well, that's about it. So yeah.

it'll be over soon

2009-11-04T18:34:00.001+08:00

TOMORROW I CAN BREATHE IN FRESHHHHH AIRRRR! :D:D:D

But in the mean time, I've got to breathe in POA formats and formulas -_-"

false hope

2009-09-29T18:59:00.002+08:00

Me: Mak! Guess what?
Mom: What? What?
Me: I got the highest in class for my POA Paper 1! :D
Mom: Really?? :D:D
Me: Yes! :)
Mom: How much did you get?
Me: 19 upon 40. One more mark to a pass, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Mom: Zizahhhhh!! -_-"

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAA!!! I just had to post this up because its my mom's reaction was sooooooooooo funny!!! HAHAHHAHA!!

Raya Updates.

2009-09-22T17:42:00.003+08:00

Okay, before I post up pictures, I've just gotta post up this video. Its my cousin and my brother performing the song "Suasana Hari Raya" at my house together (awwww, so sweet). Okay, hope you enjoy(:

Sorry about the extras singing along in the background. That was my dad, LOL.
I'll upload pictures soon okay. Bye! :D

happy eid mubarak (:

2009-09-19T19:00:00.003+08:00

In a few more minutes, the month of blessings and forgiveness will come to an end and the month of celebration of all that we have endured during Ramadhan will begin its rise. With that stated, I seek forgiveness from all friends and family if I have ever done any mistakes towards any of you.

Happy Eid Mubarak! :)

2009-09-15T23:04:00.003+08:00

PRELIMS.

English was surprisingly okay. I think I did well (YAY! for me :D). Maths was, ummm, blearghhhhhh? *does superrr stupid face* Especially paper 1. But paper 2 was okay. Don't think I'll ace this subject though. Chemistry's on Thursday. Wish me luck! :)

I think I'd die if I had a brother like that. Fortunately, mine's nicer, HAHA

2009-09-13T05:35:00.002+08:00

Here are the photos from 11th September;

Credits to chAn, hahaha

This is one of my firsts. AND I COULDN'T GET ENOUGH OF IT hahahha

what's with beauty and brains nowadays?!

2009-09-12T22:47:00.005+08:00

AND SHE WON MISS SINGAPORE WORLD 2009. Did she sleep with the judges or something? -_-"

"BANG!" Flashmob 2009

2009-09-11T20:51:00.002+08:00

The "BANG!" flashmob totally made it! I had a looooooot of fun! Check this video of us for yourself;

We did another 2 flashmobs. But the guys have not uploaded them yet. Will be looking forward to the next flashmob! (Which will be when...?)

Anyway, after that, met Nad. Then bumped into Watita and chAn (right?) HAHA. Went to timezone and played Guitar Hero with Boon! Was totally fun! :D

I'll upload pictures soon okay! :)

club 10, plus nadiah

2009-09-11T01:52:00.004+08:00

I had sooooo much fun just now! It's been a long time since I've met the Club 9 members. I've been missing every single one of youuuu! Yes, I miss you Sap! I miss you Atiqah! I miss you Nadiah (even though we weren't very close, HAHHAHA)! I miss you Ain! I miss you Shawindah! I miss you Nasha! I miss you Watita! I miss you Ayu! I miss you Nad! I miss you guyyyyyysssss! You guys are my joy, remember that! :)

Thanks for making my day.

Oh, and I can't wait for the "bang" flashmob event tomorrow! :D

2009-08-20T17:21:00.002+08:00

There are lots of things I wanna say. But, firstly,

Ramizah, I miss you! When are you coming back here? :)

Secondly, O Levels are around the corner. And I'm already feeling the pressure :S

Lastly, YOU, yes, you know who I'm referring to, don't need to be paid full attention to. Because I know you won't ever listen or realize your mistakes.

That's all(:
Don't think I'll be updating much. So, yeah :D

RINDUUUUU!

2009-07-19T15:51:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a TOTAL BLAST! I had fun right from the beginning till the end. Weeks and weeks of planning this trip totally paid off(:

Yeah, I went to Malaysia yesterday with Kak Iman, Naqiyyah, Kak Has and Ramizah. After half a year of not being able to visit MTI, we finally did yesterday! At first, we went to Ustazah's house. I can tell that she's really surprised. Oh, and yeah, she's pregnant. AGAIN. This will be her 7th child. WOW!! 7 children, can you imagine that?? Anyway, we went to her house first and talked and talked. By then, the hostel was already bursting with excitement sia! And eventually, we left and entered my ex-hostel. Everybody was like screaming out our names!

And as I was about to get in, Sarah questioned me "Dah kentut blom?" and I laughed like mad sia! So, I said, "Dah, tadi" :P. Then she said, "Okay! Boleh masuk!" HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!! She's really cute. So, we went in and caught up with the rest. We camwhored like as if yesterday was our last day on Earth, HAHA! I'm sure you wanna see the pictures, right? Here they are(:

Ika! Its been a long time since I've last seen her(:

Adek-adek angkatku, haha!

Puuuuuuuuuuuuuterrrriiiiiii! I miss you!

They're craaaazyyyy, like me :P

Syahirah(:

Shafira's got sore eyes, awwww :(

Awwwww, they're as cute as always :D

The one in the middle was my warden, and yeah, I miss herrr!

These people were my roommates(: <3

Munirah's on the left, Ramizah's on the right. HARTS HARTS :D

So what if we had out conflicts and fights? I still love her to the core! :D:D

So, we left our dearest hostel and headed for home. But we were feeling super hungry and stopped at City Square to have our McDonald's dinner, teehee (:

Shafira and I(:

I know, we eat like pigs, HAHAH

Candidity(:

Naqiyyah and Zulaikha

Ramizah and I

Camwhoring can never be boring(:

Last picture of the day

Headed for Malaysia's new checkpoint. And seriously, I think its nicer than Singapore's checkpoint. It was a long and silent walk. Probably because we were all tired by then. So, I reached Singapore at about 10.30PM and got home at 11PM.

One last thing to say,
Kak Mizah! If it weren't for you. We wouldn't have thought about making this trip. So, I thank you for everything that you've done. I'll try my best to make it
on 15th August. I really wanna send you off at the airport. Text me when you get to Cairo, okay? Hahaha!

<3 <3

2009-07-14T19:18:00.000+08:00

I followed Nad yesterday to 888 Plaza. And yeah, as you can see, she got her new haricut. YAYY! :D

Honestly, I don't know what to blog about. So, I shall show you a cute and funny video :D

Harper's Island

2009-07-13T02:46:00.000+08:00

I couldn't sleep. So I decided to blog about Harper's Island.

The 2-hour finale of Harper's Island had an awesome but sick twist. I really didn't forsee that Henry, the guy who had everyone's trust, the guy who was the main reason everyone was going back to Harper's Island, was the mastermind's accomplice all this while. I mean, I've thought of Henry as one of the suspects but there weren't much evidence to support my theory. So, I just let the matter rest. AND THEN, JENG JENG JENG! OMG, I DIDN'T SEE THAT COMING!

The moment he started confessing to Trish about the murders that he's made, my jaw dropped and it formed a perfect "O".

But in the end, Abby and Jimmy survived. It was quite sweet actually. But there are still some questions lingering in my mind, some missing pieces to the whole puzzle.

What made Wakefield think that Henry wanted to kill Abby?
How did Henry's parents die? Did Wakefield kill them?
How long after the rampage did Wakefield tell Henry that he was his son?
What was the main reason that sparked off Henry's killing mode?
Why did Abby's mother give Henry away in the first place?
Who was the first guy that Henry killed?
When exactly did Henry start killing people?

Please, if any of you know some of the answers to these questions, tell me! If not, then I think Harper's Island will haunt me in my sleep. LOL!

Okay, I'm gonna try and sleep after I publish this post. So, good night! :)

sick teacher + nothing to do = karaoke sessions :P

2009-07-10T20:33:00.000+08:00

Mr Ahmad didn't come to school. He got quarantined. Oh well, hope he gets well soon.

In the end, we chilled out in class. Well, its just like what they say: "Setiap kejadian pasti ada hikmahnya"

OH, ONE MORE THING; FARHANAH MEREPEK SIA!

COOL OR WHAT?

2009-07-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

Okay, short post.

Because of this video, I feel like making a band of my own! Check this out:

Believe or not, they're NOT malay

PASTAMANIA!

2009-06-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

According to Shazana, Pastamania's lazagna sucks. So don't try it, HAHAHA. Photos people! :D

VivoCity(:

This was the not-so-nice lazagna

Table number 10 rocks my socks! :D

This was an earlier version of the previous picture. Then, the waitress came and served Shaz's lazagna. Paiseh lah konon tu :P

Toasted garlic bread, I think

Before savouring the first bite, hahha.

The food doesn't look appetizing, right? I know. I expected better too. Oh well...

Nostalgia.

2009-06-23T19:04:00.000+08:00

Finally! Spring cleaning is almost finished! As you can see in the previous post, the house was in a TOTAL mess. Now...

The reason all the furniture was set aside was because my parents purchased a sofa bed for Bro's new room so that the delivery man can easily carry the huge object through the hall. Bro's new wardrobe will arrive this Thursday.

Anyway, while I was still in the process of spring cleaning, I found my old drawing block that I used when I was Primary 2. Omg, the pictures were just so.. soo... childish? Haha! See for yourself:

The theme or the question my art teacher gave us was "How to protect Singapore?"

What the hell is "gooi"? HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA! I don't even know what the hell the lion (I think) was talking about!

Typical drawing of an 8-year-old

HAHHAHAHHAA is all I have to say :P

And then I found pictures of me when I was a baby, Mom and Dad during their wedding, my parents, my siblings and I:

My mom is the youngest among all of them. The other two children are her sisters and the two elderly people are my late grandmother and grandfather.

So I guess now you know where my skinniness comes from, HAHAHA!

And now I'm WAAAYYY taller than my Mom :P

A picture of my parents, my siblings and I, my aunt, and my grandmother (on my father's side). In case any of you are wondering, Grandma is a Chinese(:

2009-06-22T10:24:00.000+08:00

I JUST WOKE UP TO THE SOUND OF PEOPLE DRILLING WALLS!! Omg, this is just really getting on my nerves. I can't STAND this renovation or construction or WHATEVER! Ugghhh..

Anyway, sorry for the unfinished blogskin. I suddenly had second thoughts about this blogskin. What do you think? To me, I think it looks too plain. Oh, and not to mention I HATE pink. I don't like the headers lah. If I were to change the header colours to red, it wouldn't look nice. Suggestions, please?

Brother is coming back home in just a few days and my family and I are NOT finished cleaning up the house. Since I'm not schooling in Malaysia anymore, my brother's room is now MY room! MUAHAHAHAHA~ And we're making the study into his room. And since there are no doors for him, my dad hung up these curtains for him to have some privacy. My hall is currently in a mess!

My dad took out some stuff and he forgot to put them back, sighhhh. Looks like Mom and I are gonna have a hard time sorting through THAT.

Oh, and check out this video. The guy's hilarious! Hahaha! Poor David.

Apparently, he just got back from the dentist who gave him some meds. Hilarious, right?

2009-06-19T13:49:00.000+08:00

So much for looking forward to today's extra lesson. Sighhhh.

A few weeks ago, my POA teacher asked me to remind him about the extra class a day ahead. And, yeah, yesterday I texted him. And you know what? He forgot about today's class. So, there won't be any extra classes until next week. I'll just have to find a way to survive until then. And some people actually think I have an interesting life -_-"

Aaaaaaanyway, I think it's time for a change of blogskin. But I don't know which to choose from. I feel like making my own, but, I don't think there's time to. Oh well, I think you'll have to wait and see.

I'm in a dilemmaaaaaa! Mom asked me to follow her to her office. And and and and theeennnn, Shaz just asked me out. I dunno who to follow! :(

2009-06-18T13:22:00.000+08:00

Oh wait! Wait! TAG REPLIES

Hani Okay, thanks! Will do, soon (:
era Hahaha! Okay, good to know.
Muz Muzakkir eh? Hahaha!
shan Yeah! We should! I miss the old times :D

Holidays

2009-06-18T12:50:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,
Holidays are here! Well, it's actually been a week into the holidays and I still haven't blogged about anything yet. So, here I am, blogging about my boooooring holidays (:

I know I should be using these 2 weeks of holidays to full use, but, I'm not, haha. Basically, I've been at home. Doing absolutely NOTHING and Mom's been nagging at me to study. There are 3 main things that will spark off her nagging:

1) Me using her laptop,
2) me watching TV,
3) and me reading a novel.

Everytime she catches me doing #1, she'll say "I think one day, I'll have to put a password to that laptop" But the funny thing is, she's been saying that ever since she got this laptop (which was early this year by the way), but she never does.

There was once I was reading a novel from morning till noon or thereabout. She says she wants to confiscate it. And I was like "Confiscate lah." Then she put out one hand for me to give her the novel, and I did. The novel was boring me to death anyway.

And now, I find that the laptop and the TV is starting to bore me. Sometimes, I really think that I should study. But with the construction that's going on in the unit above me (probably because someone's moving in), I don't think I can concentrate. So, any suggestions, readers? Holidays can sometimes be a death sentence. Well, you know what I mean..

Thank God there are classes tomorrow! I can finally start studying with the homework Mr Sam's gonna give my class and I. A few weeks ago, I dreaded the extra classes with the thought that my holidays are going to be short-lived because of them. But now, I'm actually veeeeerrrrryyyyy relieved!

By the way, THANKS TO THOSE WHO TOOK THE TIME OFF OF WHATEVER YOU GUYS WERE DOING TO HELP MY SISTER WIN FREE TICKETS TO LADY GAGA'S CONCERT! Guess what? SHE WON! She was among the 100 people to win the free tickets. She went and it was a blast! So, thanks again! Your efforts weren't wasted :)

2009-05-27T20:05:00.000+08:00

Syahirah, if you're reading this, Mr Sam said we're having extra lessons on 19th and 23rd June. The timing will be from 1-4PM and 1-3PM respectively. Help me tell the POA people in your class. Thanks :)

Well, English Oral was okay. Not too hard, not too difficult. I think I'll get borderline marks for that. Next up, Malay Oral, which will be tomorrow. Wish me luck! :D

2009-05-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

Oh, wait! This is not it for today. I forgot one more thing. How forgetful can I be? I forgot the TAG REPLIES!

teko Hey! I miss you! Omg! Haha, okay, I will link you soon :D
rhynaaa Okay, will do. Soon.
Riyu Haha! Yeahh, maybe. It could be a possibility, haha! Did you know that Adam IS a drag queen? No wonder he looks so gay-ish. LONK?! HAHAHAHHAA, ayu, kalau spot org punye mistakes, number 1 ehh! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!

Okay, now, this is it for today. Seriously.

I'm feeling the chill down my spine.

2009-05-25T20:00:00.000+08:00

O-M-G !!!!!!

My mid year exams are just around the corner. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!! I am feeling sooooo scared! I hope I'll do well. Oral exams are this Wednesday! But I just don't feel like studying when I'm at home. I shouldn't feel that way, but I just can't help it! Oh God, please help me through this first HUUUUUGE hurdle of the year. I'll try and do the best I can, I hope. Can you believe that the O' Level Examinations are just 154 days away? I AM SO SO SO SO SO SCARED!!

You know what? I put this screensaver on my handphone. You know what it says?

"YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING"

And you know what else? It doesn't have any effect on me. Is that good or is that bad? -_-"
I think I just set it as my screensaver because I think its cool and maybe it should have SOME effect on me. But, I guess I was wrong. Oh well, I'm still gonna use it as my screensaver though.

Okay, enough of studies. On to entertainment...
KRIS ALLEN WON! YAY! What Kara said really suits Kris. "You are truly a dark horse in this competition"
Although there were other people who were better than him, he was still unbeatable. People like Danny Gokey, Allison Iraheta and Adam Lambert were vocally better than Kris. They could reach notes that even Kris would struggle to hit. But in the end, I guess his humbleness (is there such word?) got him where he is; he was crowned THE AMERICAN IDOL.

But I still like the other three though. Generally, I think these finalists will definitely stay famous (for a long, long while) no matter what. That's just how American Idol works. Even Chris Daughtry, who was in the top 4 but didn't make it till the end, made an album which earned him LOTS of money. LOTS and LOTS of money.

Okay, I guess this is it for today :)

You're out of reach.

2009-05-01T21:24:00.000+08:00

I can't have you but, yet, I want you. I feel strongly for you. I would loooooove to have you in my life! But, I can't change the situation I'm already in. I'm sorry, but, that's just the way things are. Sighs...

*realizes that there are people actually reading this blog*

For those of you who think that I'm talking about a guy, YOU'RE WRONG. I'm talking about GUITAR HERO! Can you believe that it's actually S$200++ ?!?!?!

Sigh. Sigh. SIIIGHHHHH.

Anyway, I'm getting tired of Adam Lambert's screaming fits. He screams like, EVERY WEEK. I would like to hear something other than that for a change. And I'm not surprised that he ended up in the bottom 3 last night. He wasn't performing up to his standards this week.

Do you think that Adam kinda looks like Joe Jonas? Well, he does to me. Oh well..

GO GO GO GO GO GO GO DANNY GOKEY! :D

2009-04-27T20:23:00.000+08:00

SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST SOOOOOOO DARN IRRITATING!

Tag Replies

era LOL! okay, much appreciated :)

Riyu jyeahhh, sing it! :D

2009-04-20T00:58:00.000+08:00

I just finished reading this book. It was AWESOME. The first few chapters were okay. But after that, I just couldn't take my eyes off the book! I wonder how Dan Brown even managed to plot this story. His mind is just amaaaazing.

But sometimes I wonder, is the story real? Did this really happen? I mean, how can he use all the famous names like Leonardo Da Vinci, Isaac Newton, et cetera et cetera. I wonder if people are angry at him for the things he said about Christianity. But whatever lah ehh, it is just a story..

But anyhow, go read it! I, for one, definitely enjoyed reading it :)

2009-04-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

The kaki gereksss(:

Today wasn't my day. I cried in the morning, for a while. Then I told myself, "Stop it, don't be like this," its just so frustrating when the person I want to make her understand me, doesn't understand me. She didn't even give me a chance to talk. Or maybe I was the one who didn't know how to express myself. I've always been really bad at expressing my feelings. This is just one of the problems I know that I'll have to solve one day, sighs..

I was just so relieved when I got to school. Being around friends just make me smile and laugh automatically. Even though they don't know what's going on with me, but, in a way, they've always cheered me up. And I'm not just talking about the people in the picture above. I'm talking about everyone I've ever known. WRPS, WRSS, MTI and MERCU people. So, thanks for being there for me! :)

2009-04-17T18:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SHAAAAZZ!

Her birthday cake

2009-04-16T20:24:00.000+08:00

Its been a month since my last update. So, here I am now, updating this blog.

A lot has been going on for this one month. But I am soooo not gonna waste my time blabbing on about my life. Instead, I am just gonna post some pictures.

But before that, here are the tag replies:

Abang - W'slm :)

Leonard - I'm glad you still remember me! Yeahh, just started learning last year. Actually, I'm schooling back in Singapore aready. But my life's been good(:

Nisa - Hello!

Zeeq - ZUL lahh! Zulkifli tu namer abg aku weii! biler maser plak aku pernah contact TOL seyy! aahahaha.

& yelahh, aku tau kau nyer tagboard lagi POWER dari aku punyer kaaaaaaaan! grrr.

era - Okay! :D

AkuSiMisteri a.k.a. CIKGU HAFIZ - Cikgu aper kaba? :)

Safwan - Aku skrg skola kat spore, private schl uh tapi. Aku da link kau lah! :)

Shan - Relinked!

P.E. - Hmmm, what kind of a blog do you want it to be? ahahaha.

2009-03-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

Just now's Maths class test was a killer sey!

Everybody was like
"SIAL UH! SUSAH SEY NIE PAPER!"

I definitely think I'll fail this one. I don't even think O Level E.Maths' standards are that hard! Or maybe it wasn't the paper, maybe its just ME! Maybe I need to buck up, sighs...

Anyways, met Nad after school. We went to Causeway Point to search for "my" stuff :D
Kan, Nad? Kan? :P

Awww, come on. You don't look that bad(:

ZIZO(:

2009-03-17T17:07:00.000+08:00

I hate this thing in me, and you know what its called?

PROCRASTINATION

Its just so hard to resist the malas-ness! I need some motivation seyy.

Speaking of motivation, these are the pictures that I took on Motivational Day:

In the auditorium(:

Raden and Syed look borrrred

The picture above is just one of the activities we had to take part in. The game goes like this:

We have to stand outside a square, all group members have to surround it. In the square, there are numbers scattered all over from 1 to 30. Each group member will have to step on at least one number, in ascending order, of course. But here's the catch, once one member steps on a number, the person will have to step out of the square for another member to step in. And we have to complete this as fast as we can. And guess what? We completed this task in 14 seconds! Hehehe.

This was taken at the end of the day. We had loads and loads of fun! :D

ZIZO(:

2009-03-15T18:55:00.000+08:00

SINE COSINE SINE COSINE SINE COSINE....

ITS KILLING ME MAAAAAN!

And the maths answer sheet is giving all the wrong answers! Imagine ehh, you've got the right answer. Tapi the answer sheet says its wrong, and you've tried all ways and means to try and match your answer with the answer sheet's. When you ask the teacher, he says the answer sheet's answer for the damn question is wrong -_-"

SAPER TAK SAKET HATI?! AAAAARRGGHHHHHHH!!!

Dah lah, BYE!

ZIZO(:

2009-03-14T21:48:00.000+08:00

Yay! New blog(:

ZIZO(:

her Irrelevant Verbiage.

New Chapter.

I'm sorry, Sharmila. But this made me laugh my ass off!

B-O-R-I-N-G

The things I could do with talent like her's.

you know that i could use somebody.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

The iPhone FOURTH GENERATION!!!!

REMEMBER THAT TIME I BLOGGED ABOUT THE IPHONE 4G!!!!! I SERIOUSLY THOUGHT THOSE WERE JUST RUMOURS!!!! YEAH WELL, UNTIL I SAW THIS VIDEO OF COURSE!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN YOU SENSE MY EXCITEMENT!!! I AM CURRENTLY LIKE ;OTY7-TO7'[$y&*$#^&(hiojffFDS FDS!!!!!!

I Love Badminton.

KIIIIDDDINGGGGGG! HAHA, I GOTCHA, DIDN'T I! :D

MOMENT OF TRUTH

HAVE TO

HAVE TO

HAVE TO!!!!

Meow, I'm Sorry We Had To Leave You There :'(

HELLO

HELLO NANA! I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS! :D

Because we were never there to begin with :)

Change

THANKS A LOT

Clueless

HAHAHAHAHAHHAA!

The Ultimate Definition of "TAK SEDAR DIRI"

"Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should live their lives, but none about his or her own"

I LOVE DOGS! Too Bad I Can't Touch Them.

I Am Down With Flu. Shit.

Put a Stop to Euthanizing. Really.

ARTSY TARTSY.

OH YAY!

I AM IN SUCH A GOOD MOOD TODAY! PLEASE DON'T SPOIL IT! HEEHEEHEEEEEEE! :D

Introductions.

HI! I'm Azizah :DDDDDDDDD

Ah.

-_-"

Model Falls On Runway.

I'm Safe Up High, Nothing Can Touch Me.

I'm Changing My Skin. Again.

Good Things Come To Those Who Wait :)

Just When School's Finally Over..

"Just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean that she didn't fall asleep crying. And even though she acts like nothing's wrong, maybe she's just really good at lying."

GO AWAY BUTTERFLIES!

Its All About Eloquence

I Hate Having Headaches.

Tiffany :)

HAPPY NEW YEAAAARRR! :D

Forgive & Forget?

Beauty Inside and Out

Pressure

I Think, I Think Too Much

Frustration.

Rare Talent

Some People Never Change.

having your nose held high

Oh What Fun

Hafizah, I know you're reading this! Hahahaha. I dunno what to get for you on 11th December! SEE I REMEMBERED YOUR BIRTHDAAY (Awww, so sweet). Kay I know you feel like puking now. Hahahaha!KAY BYE :D

Poker Face.

my saviour

i am a living zombie

I'm like a bird, I only fly away

Sheesh.

movies, at long last(:

fresh air, finally

it'll be over soon

false hope

Raya Updates.

happy eid mubarak (:

what's with beauty and brains nowadays?!

"BANG!" Flashmob 2009

club 10, plus nadiah

RINDUUUUU!

Harper's Island

sick teacher + nothing to do = karaoke sessions :P

COOL OR WHAT?

PASTAMANIA!

Nostalgia.

Holidays

Syahirah, if you're reading this, Mr Sam said we're having extra lessons on 19th and 23rd June. The timing will be from 1-4PM and 1-3PM respectively. Help me tell the POA people in your class. Thanks :)

I'm feeling the chill down my spine.

You're out of reach.

Hafizah, I know you're reading this! Hahahaha. I dunno what to get for you on 11th December! SEE I REMEMBERED YOUR BIRTHDAAY (Awww, so sweet). Kay I know you feel like puking now. Hahahaha!

KAY BYE :D